The Book No One Can Want To Read

i write because it is literally impossible for my words to be wanted

Fortunately the swine just ignore the pearls

Goddess

Goddess cannot be known or described

you cannot know that you don't know because if you think you know that you don't know then you know something

God

every center point is a God particle and can never be seen as it recedes into infinite contraction/concentration

wrapper around every point are pieces of Goddess which is all we can ever find while Her essence is Nada

God is in the core of the Sun

Duality Division

they say to 'connect with God' but we never believed in or experienced a disconnect until we heard this

Even though Satan is but an organ of God, totally created and controlled by God - Satan also operates in 'opposition' to the core movement of God, is based on the lie of division, & is antithetical to Nature... Satanic energy operates and moves the entire society and world culture as society is based on the lie that we are separate from each other and separate from God - culture itself can only mean 'Satanic Cult'.. those who run the world culture or those who believe they are separate entities have only allegiance to Satan (aka socioculture) and not directly to God/Nature... Satan is a beloved and necessary aspect of the Universe and there is no descent in the story arc of Mankind without Satan 'The Deceiver' to draw us into the Hell of Knowledge and the delusion of personal control & freewill.

Value system: Guilt & Praise

The values imposed on us creates our experience of ourselves; it develops the guilt-complex that initiates the thinking that we are separate entities and that we need to improve or perfect ourselves to be good enough, to measure up to the values and be whole again

being honest—just because you are trying to live up to some ideal—when lying could save your life, is absolutely asinine

Surrender: trying to exit the value system by your own volition

The 'how' is the blockage

The aspirant is not ready to accept that the act of surrender is an act of non-surrender ((which implies and fortifies the attachments))

The self is not ready to accept that there is no self to surrender in the first place ((as self can only want to perpetuate itself))

Everyone wants to remain in the belief that they are themselves and have the control (to attach or surrender) but what good has come from your efforts to surrender?

No way out for YOU yea, for the thinking self who doesn't exist. The thinker is a belief you hold. A way out is not needed. A way is not needed. There's no out. There's nobody there who needs a way out. No-one there who can even get out. Only the guilt of supposedly not being worthy of life.

the 7 deadly sins: perfectly natural though exacerbated by cultural mentation

to "just burn" in the jealousy, without allowing it to manifest in its own way, off by yourself, suffering in silence on the behalf of the pleasures of others seems like self abuse to me

Domestication

We did not domesticate agricultural crops, we were given domesticated agricultural crops in order to domesticate us

Compassion

if compassion requires pity, i want nothing to do with it